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So I noticed that my last entry complains about school starting and it makes me laugh because it's demo week and that means that the first semester will be over in a few days...i've been really busy singing and doing all the stuff i like to do...getting pissed at people and realizing how big of a fag hag I really am...so yea..

I saw Beauty and the Beast on friday for the first time even and met john tartaglia...oh to the hotness...I saw bernadette peters coming from the movies the first time i was here and my friends roommate saw hugh jackman in the rite aid down the street...I saw les miserables and met Gary beach and hated daphne rubin-vega...like I knew i would...saw diana digarmo and hailey duff in hairspray...my friend saw Jeffrey Dean Morga (denny dukett from grey's anatomy and john winchester from supernatural) on the subway

I got a whole bunch of my friends addicted to supernatural...I am up to like 8 people...hmm well that's all for now...will update later when i remember to

Current Music:
humming a change in me
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yea so school needs to start like now I am so bored...haha...so bored that i started exercising everyday...yea that bored...haha...eh that's alright though...yay to situps...well anyway...i am going crazy...so crazy that i have nothing to write in here because i really have no life...haha...everyone's started school...and i don't start for another month...ahhh...I should go running...alright well there's the boredum and i can't think of anyhting else to write...so...yea
Current Mood:
bored bored
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So I finally took at tour of amda...haha...nice right...well i wanted to see housing basically...because at the audition you see the building that you are going have most of your classes in so I knew how that was...haha...but anyway...I took a tour on tuesday and omg  iwant to start school now and I don't get to even move in until october 11th and so I am going to be going nuts...I should just try to sleep until then...haha...well anyway the dorm rooms are small...and it was funny because the first thought i had when i looked at them was a RENT thought because I happened to have watched a special feature thing on my RENT dvd about Jonathan Larson and how he lived a very bohemian lifestyle and his house had the bathtub in the kitchen and it was crowded but he loved it...because esentially that is what the dorms are just a place for me to sleep...the guy on the tour was very nice and mentioned how we have 30 hours of class per week and than it chalks up to about 40 hours of work a week because of the rehearsal time we have to do on our own and some of the research we have to do...like he mentioned how when we're assigned a song or scene we have to watche different versions of the play and all that good stuff which i thought was cool because i already do that now...i am so excited i want to start now...haha...after the tour we went to get something to eat...which was applebees and than my mama wanted to go into madame tussauds...which was cool as always and we were silly and posed with some of the figures...because i had my new spiffy digital camera...haha...and than we went home...haha...we were rained on and all frizzy haired...haha...but it was a fun day...well i wasn't frizzied haired because rain is nice to curly hair...but anyway...haha...this is a nice rambling entry...hmmm oh i watched newsies...and for anyone that doesn't know what that is it's a disney movie starring christian bale...and he's all hot and he sings and btw he looks exactly the same now...and it's crazy..because after newsies i needed another christian bale fix and so i watched batman begins and i was like wow he looks the same...but so does johnny depp like i think it's just amazing...crazy crazy

OMG I Saw V for Vendetta the other day and OMG I love that movie...like i liked natalie portman before that movie and am now officially of fan of hers...besides that fact that she's so pretty but like wow the acting she did in that movie...oh and hugo weaving is fuckin amazing...it was so cool how even though you couldn't see his face you could still tell what the face was that he was making under the mask...he was just fantastic the perfect person for the role and just wow...great movie...i would be watching it now if we didn't have to return it...haha...

Oh can't wait until supernatural is all new...ahh going through supernatural withdrawel...but not jared padalecki withdrawel...because i've watched gilmore girls all summer...oh the hotness and than i watched jensen ackles because he was on dark angel too...ooo the hotness...woooooohahaha.. i really need to get a life...haha

Current Mood:
crazy crazy
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Okay so cruise to the Caribbean was fucking amazing...I had a blast...woop...lol...the water was so gorgeous and so were the islands...yay...

So yea i can't wait to start going to amda...even though I had a slight set back with certain assholes in my family that don't have any business being assholes and telling me i am going down the wrong path...what fuckin bullshit...and well anyway...

Friday is my birthday weeeee for me i am going to be all 19 yay...I saw pirates that was fucking amazing...I really have no idea what I am writing I do need to keep up with this thing better but I don't...not that I think anyone reads this but anyway...

I have been trying to read all the books that I have on my shelves that I haven't read yet and so far I finished cold mountain which btw the movie was better, charlie and hte chocolate factory which was cool to seee the stuff that the johnny depp movie did and hte older willy wonka movie did...because johnny's was closer to the book but hey both wereb cool and had added stuff that wasn't in the book, and than yesterday I finished the Clay Aiken book which don't tease me for I didn't buy it my aunt bought it for me and it's all titled learning to sing, and it's about finding your voice and all the trials and things he went to which btw even if you aren't a fan of his music you will be a fan of him after reading it. I was a fan of his voice when he was on American Idol but wasn't all that obsessed but I have a new found respect for him...it was a good book...haha wow i have resulted to talking about books...I really need to get a life...

let's see what else...I had a voice lesson today...that was fun...it's always fun when i realize how much i have grown in my own voice...my upper register is a lot more stable than it used to be...thanks to mrs crouse woot to having a fabulouse voice teacher...she helped my range be even and have the same body behind it...so yay...not to mention she's great to go to when you need an ego boost...compliments galore like a voice teacher should...haha...

I have crossing jordan on right now because nothing else is on and jerry oconnel is really cute...haha...crazy ass blue eyes...and his face is like a prefect square...

well that's enough of my rambling...

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giggly giggly
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this was my away message for today...

I <3 Orlando Bloom
I <3 Johnny Depp
I <3 Hugh Jackman
I <3 Jared Padalecki
Pirates July 7th woooo....planning to go at midnight...weeeee
I really hate carrie!!

and that was all because carrie put i heart rachel on hers lol...i am such a brat

I am in Georgia and we are leaving tomorrow...it's been soo much fun..weee
I stayed at my aunts and corrin came too...and than carrie and brittany stayed with my mama and papa at a hotel...We left on friday drove down to like viriginia and stayed at a hotel for the night...where we watched oklahoma hugh jackman style...than the next day we finally got here...lol...and on sunday was my cousin's christening...my little baby cousin emily she is so cute and she likes to dance...well jump...

on wednesday corrin and i went to coca cola company and yesterday we went to six flags and now today we're going to the aquarium  and we are leavingtomorrow...and will be home suinday night...

Pirates of the Caribbean...July 7th...woo...you are a loser if you don't see this movie...

orlando bloom rocks major socks!!!

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giggly giggly
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Sooo yea i forgot to write an entry for this...but wooooot ...i got into amda....yayayayaya...i found out on thursday and now i am writing to say wooot...lol...it was so mean because i asked one of my friends who got in if he got like a big packet or a small envelope and when i got the mail i got two small envelopes and i opened one and it was a scholarship for $7,000 a year and than i opened my acceptance letter and than i looked through the mail again and i saw the big packet...i was sooo happy...lol...and now i have to mail everything in...oh my i want to move into my dorm now...only because it's in the city...lol...so now i go away...lol...
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I realized i didn't complain about that fact that denny fuckin died on grey's anatomy it was so sad...i was crying and crying and than the next day they replayed the scene on the radio and i cried again...ahhh...he better not fuckin die on supernatural now...lol...ahhh...
Current Mood:
cold cold
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okay i just had a dream and johnny depp was in it and it was fuckin crazy...it was like a movie...it was so cool...lol...

alright so yesterday i saw the producers the movie and it was so funny...i didn't realize it was going to be as raunchy as it actually is and it was great...lol...corrin and i loved the part when the gay people are there...lol....it's the funniest scene...

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alright i just wanted to say that denny better not die on grey's anatomy...especially if the wb isn't bringing supernatural back...well anyway on to the cute thing that carrie posted on myspace

What a girl really means

When I push you away
Come closer

When I run away from you
Follow me

When I pout my lips
Kiss me

When I kick
Hug me tight

When I call you crazy
I'm crazy about you

When I'm silent
I'm thinking of how to say I love you or if I really do love you

When I ignore you
I want all youre attention

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aggravated aggravated
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omg so yesterday i went into the city and saw chicago the band in concert at radio city music hall...it was so great...we had dinner at ESPN Zone and than my mom was funny as she was takeing the LIRR because she has never taken it before and she was like a little kid...lol...and so we go to find radio city music hall first and mom doubts that we're going the right way even though i tell her we are...and than she calls our dad and as we're standing on the corner i look over and there's the radio city music hall sign...so now that we knew where we were heading we went to eat and after dinner was the concert...woot...we had decent seats far enough back that we could sit but still able to see everyone...and than a bunch of the club members went to "storm the stage" and so we went to move up and the guy was all mad that we were clogging the aisle so he told us to take seats up front even further than where we were like 4th row from the stage...and my mom loved this because Jason Scheff her favorite guy in the band was right in front of us playing and singing...and when we got there we noticed that everyone was really boring like they were family friends so they weren't dancing or anything and as soon as me carrie and my mama got there we were dancing and going crazy...and Jason noticed and kept making faces and smiling at as...and than he threw a pic at carrie who was sitting in between me and my mom...my mom thought she was dreaming and carrie got hit in the arm with the pic with such force she says it hurt...lol...he just wanted to make sure it would go to us because he liked us...mostly because we were younger than most of the people there...and than after it hit her she couldn't find it and we're scrambling trying to find it...and finally carrie moves her ass and she was sitting on it...it was so fantastic...lol...everytime we would go to a concert my mom would always say she wants jason to throw us a pic and this time he did woop...lol...so she was very happy...and she says it was the best mother's day gift she ever gave herself...lol...that's because she paid for everything but she was so happy that we're hyper and got his attention and that carrie is a big whore and got the pic thrown at her arm...we were joking about how she should've pretended it hit her in the eye and than we could milk out a chance to meet him...but carrie didn't find that very funny...because if it had hit her in the eye it would've hurt real bad...and so that's my story of yesterday...

and today...i am sad and i have no idea why...so i need to do some cheering up and i am not sure how...if anyone has an ideas please tell me them...

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So I got an upgrade on my phone and now me my mom and carrie all have the same phone...yes we're losers but it's a great phone...lol...well anyway...Rachel's sweet 16 was yesterday and majorly cute dj boys were there...ahh were they hot...anyway...her party rocked socks...and than before that on friday carrie and i went to michelle's dad's wake...and than after that pat, carrie lauren and i went to friendly's where of course the service wasn't very good but the ice cream rocked...i would also just like to say that i love it when pat acts all stoic and than has something funny to say...lol...it's like it's unexpected but not...lol...well anyway...that's all i feel like writing...ummm I love christian bale...carrie finally saw batman begins and now she knows who he is...even though she needs to see him in american psycho because he's fuckin hot in that as he kills people and like bathes in their blood...oh boy is he hot...and oh yea i forgot to complain about how supernatural ended...wtf to that...i am so pissed...if the dad dies i am going to hurt someone...but than again he is also in grey's anatomy and i don't want him to die in either but he's about to in both...jared padalecki and jensen ackles are fuckin hott..ahhh...i am just a little boy crazy as i write this...and now i am done...end scene...lol...just kidding that was a little bit of jack from will and grace there...lol...too hyper...
Current Mood:
hyper hyper
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Okay so i had my recital today and i think i did very well...it's just a matter if everyone else thought so...lol...it was nice i think...well anyway it wsa nice because someone said i have a very nice instrument and it was so nice it made me feel all silly because noones said that to me before well like that...it's funny...i have a nice instrument...yea so anyway...it wsa nice and fun...even though before i was going nuts...lol...ok so now i think i am going crazy...umm and am now rambling...lol...
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Bucky was finally kicked off american idol...thank god...oh my god it annoyed me that he was still there and Mandesa went home...like how does that work...I don't understand...lol...ok rant over...even though that was a quiet rant...so I now am listening to Queen non-stop all thanks to american idol...lol...and of course the songs get stuck in my head but I don't know all the words so I just repeat the same part over and over...lol...

oh my I love thumbelina...I forgot how cute it is

i am going crazy and have watched anime non-stop and so i am going nuts...lol....well that's all i can think to write right now...

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Okay so a wasp just kicked me out of my room...well not literally...figuratively...lol...I was sitting in my room...and i heard a buzzing and i didn't think anything of it because my window is open and i thought it was just outside and hitting the window...not realizing that i am blind and don't know what i am thinking...lol...so then a little while later...i hear it again ABOVE MY HEAD!!...so I look up and i saw it flying over my head and hitting against my ceiling..and so i screamed jumped out of my bed all while dodging the wasp and ran downstairs...to tell me dad who didn't hear me scream...grumble...and so he can't kill it because he can't climb the stairs and so i call my mom and ask her if she will come and kill it and of course she says no...and so she also says to go upstairs and spray it with hairspray so i go and i get my mommas suave hairspray and i go and spray it and then it flys again so i run and then i had to get my laptop so i ran back up to get it and now i am in my living room waiting for brittany my little sister to come home so she can help me kill it...haha yes i am pathetic...i don't want to get stung...

in different news...my car that i just got is all broken so we brought to our mechanic and he said that one of the hoses on my car that links the coolant  to the enging is broke and so he's gonna fix and something else, my dad didn't get into too much detail because i am a girl and don't know about this shit and i don't care to know either...i just like to know if it's pretty and working...lol..

omg my dad is watching springer...i am going nuts...omg...they don't make sense..lol...omg...i am going crazy...lol...ooo a fight broke out...like usual

so umm yea not sure what else to write...i want my car back but it's not fixed yet...i am soo sad...:(...i also need to get more manga...ahh...lol..i need a life and better friends...lol..ashley needs to live closer to me..lol..yea ashley...

God  I want to go back in my room...damn wasp...

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annoyed annoyed
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So i forgot to write that I saw Phantom last thursday...woot...lol...it was ssooooo good...it was a new cast because my phantom, hugh panaro, is doing Lestat now...lol...but the Phantom was Howard McGillin, the Christine was supposed to be the same as last time Sandra Joseph but it was an understudy who was good...but she overacted a lot and she sounded like belle from beauty and the beast singing christine...lol...the raoul wasa good he was adorable actualyy...not as tught as i would like but a bit flamboyant...lol...and omg it was perfect timing to see the show too because i was sort of questioning everything like all my plans and if i can really do everything i want and then after seeing the show i was like i need to be up there...and it just reaffirmed it...lol...and so i am ready to go...lol...

on sunday i saw my proffessor sing with his like church group it was good and then helen and i went to see a movie...so don't see freedomland it was bad...wait for hbo if you want to see it that bad...we had a fun time...we really want to see lestat...and someone from work might be able to get me discount tickets...woot to less money..lol...omg do i want to see lestat really badly...lol...only because I love Hugh Panaro...lol...fabulous hugh who has the same birthday as my mom...oh yea and orlando bloom and patrick dempsey have the same birthday and are dislexic....did i mention i am completely random...lol...

so my mom asked me why so many people make it to broadway that aren't good...and i didn't know so i mentioned it to my voice teacher and she said that it used to be that people would sleep with the director but now because all the directors are gay you have to sleep with the composer...and then when I told my mom she was like well then that's good for you because gay guys love you...and that made me laugh for like 20 minutes because i am a big fag hag...lol...well anyway...haha...just thought I would share that story since i have no idea what to write in here anymore...lol...

wow so i love tangents...lol...

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amused amused
Current Music:
watching judging amy
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Lol...so I have no idea what to write in here...hmmm...let me think...oh today is Jensen Ackles's birthday happy birthday to him...lol...

ashley is completely boy crazy...

and so am i...lol...ummmmm....yea that's all i can think of right now if anything else comes to mind...lol...

Current Mood:
amused amused
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So umm Les Miserables is coming back to broadway for 6 months...lol...it makes me laugh because the article i read said that it's going to be there in time for tony nominations as a revival...and the cameron mackintosh did it because it's a celebration because les miserables is the longest running show in the world...well the london version is...lol...it just makes me laugh...and i wanna see it ...as well as the new show lestat...i want to see that too...ooo...and then carrie had to say well did they cas les mis yet because we should go audition and then i laughed at her...but hey it was funny...lol...
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excited excited
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So I never know what to write in here anymore...I got some unwanted attention at my work party...one of my co-workers was hitting on me and it was so gross...I feel all violated...ahhhhh....well anyway...besides the ickyness the party was good...lol...then all week I was sleeping all day...lol...oh I saw matt on monday before my work party...umm...I got a haircut last saturday...ummmmmmm...yea i have no life...lmao...oh yea i want it stated that people are stupid...so stupid in fact that they should hit themselves in the head everytime they think they have a good idea...okay so now that that's over... carrie and i made a livejournal community...and it's all the hott male celebrities...wooot...so if you care enough go join...lol..you can search teh username which vanessacarrieco...i think you can at least...well anyway...i am bored...I miss ashley...I want school to start...because I have gotten very lazy and I think i have gained like 400 lbs...and ummm yea that's it...lol...
Current Mood:
bored bored
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At corrin's house like usual...lol...I have no idea what to write in here anymore...ummm.. Christmas was fun...I got lots of presents including orlando bloom naked...lol...j/k it was a poster and I also got a blanket with orlando and johnny on it..woop

Happy new year...lol....I haven't written that yet...I had to work new years eve but that was okay...lol...umm not sure what else to write...I finished all my classes...and passed them woot...lol...okay well that's all for now...

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hyper hyper
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I just chased my dog around the corner...it was sooo cold...stupid dog...my goodness...lol...that's what we get for not watching her and not having a fenced in yard...but it's still annoying and cold...silly dog...and then when you call her she won't come if you seem angry...so you have to pretend everything is alright and than yell at her when she's in the house...it's so funny...and not...lol...

 

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MIKEE AND DAD!!!!

Lol...everyone on long island had a snow day today and yet i look outside and there is no snow...and I mean no snow...how does that make sense...it just doesn't...lol...

I met a new friend yesterday his name is Adam...lol...we were both standing in between two groups and then all at once people stopped talking to us..then we noticed we both weren't talking to people so he was like hey let's chat...it was funny...

umm yea i can't think of anything else to write...so bye...i have work...oh poo...lol...

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